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Assalammualaikum.

" I'm not in mood! seriously, GET LOST! "

i really don't understand

is it false for me to learn?

is it wrong for me to try?

its just because a mistake that i make,

ok. not "a" but "several" mistake.

but only because several mistake that i make

u just get me wrong? in evreything?!

ok fine! i admit i'm not a genius

i'm not a fast learner, but at least!

i have a desire, a wish, an courage,

for what i'm doing!

if i said, I WANT IT!

that's mean...

i REALLY want it.

is i'm wrong to get

this high determination?

i'm just doing for myself

and for people around me!

i want them to please with me

i want them to be happy

it's just enough, enough for me

to become a burden to anyone!

now. i only need two things,
TRUST & HELP

i need u to trust me
trust me that i can do it
trust me that u will encourage
trust me that i can get up from fall

i need u to help me
help me to get it
help me tp go through difficulty
help me to always be with me

jeongmal... dowajuseyo...

nal mid-eo... jaebal...

up until yesterday

i always thinking

that there will be a person

that always help me

trust in me and give me a try

but, its become an ending now

from today, the day after tomorrow

i guess i have to it by myself

all alone. i have to get what i want

i will find my way.

even if i die, i will get it!